I'm hesitant to upload this, but here it goes. This is the Original version of My Crimson Star. I wrote this last year while at Job Corps. I changed the title to shorten it. I figured I'd throw this up since I mentioned it in my first blog.
Started: Tuesday, August 30
Ended: Wednesday, August 31st, 2011
Title: The Crimson Star of a Love Never Meant To Be / My Crimson Star
Meaning: Dedicated to the one I once ached for, but now am free of. (4-17-12)
How it goes: Sad and slow with Guitar and piano.
A brand new day soon to pass
Another day filled with regrets
Once I believe the thought-doesn't cross my mind anymore
I'm soon proven wrong, and I'm back where I was before
To live alone, is a dying shame
Another day to settle down and take this blame
For all the things that continue
To tear me apart-tear me apart
I want to go back in time
To tell you how I feel
Never living on in the dark (On in the dark)
You'd never be alone
I would be there by your side-by your side (Music picks up heavier)
Another night passes by, even slower than before
Rip away this pain inside
Inside This hollow heart, you’ll find that these words ring of truth
My heart will beat for you.....always..... (Music goes down, then picks back up slightly)
We've said our short goodbyes,
Decide to start a life
But a life without you here
I'd rather crawl up and die
I wish I never left,
Without telling you the very best, I can
I didn't know back then,
Would you understand?
What kind of Heartache I have (Double)
Even a simple little word
Would break apart-my heart of stone (double)
Another year passes by, even faster than before
Tear apart this heartache inside
We're all too far away, please let this horror change
Into a brighter story
I can't move forward
I have no choice
I'd do anything
Just to hear it from your voice
I can no longer be
Left to suffer in the dark
In the dark - IN THE DARK (DOUBLE)
Another minute passes by, without another change
Take away this sorrow inside me
I'm forever without you
It's getting colder inside here
Please come back to this story
Another place-Another time
I don't care HOW LONG IT TAKES
Please just show yourself
I want to see you again
You once shone so brightly
Like a Crimson Star (double)
But if you won't accept me
I'll leave you where you are - I'll leave you where you are (double)
WHERE YOU ARE
But please just know this (double) - My heart beats for who you are.......
