I love you.
Yes, you reading these words exactly at this moment, I want you to know that I love you. No, this isnt a “I love everyone in the world, man” type posts. This post was specifically created for you. At this momemt in time, there is only one person in the entire world reading these words of mine, and that's you. You could have been doing absolutely anything you wanted to right now, but instead you choose to read my words. And now, we are forever connected, and this connection between me and you can never be broken.
I also want you to know that I’m sorry. The world is a tough place, I know. Things happen sometimes, terrible things, and there isnt really a rhyme or reason for them. I also know that these things that have happened to you, they are impossibly hard to talk to others about. Yes, people listen, and yes people say really nice things to make you feel better, but they dont really know the entirity of your situation like you do. Sometimes, it feels like no one in the world understands, because in reality, they don't. This problem, it's your burden, and yours alone. And I'm sorry that it had to happen to you. I'm sorry that you feel alone. I'm sorry that depression doesnt leave your side. I'm sorry that things are going as you planned. I'm sorry that work isnt the career that you imagined it to be, and i'm sorry that it seems like it's too late to do anything about it. I'm sorry that the boy/girl broke your heart, and i'm sorry that it feels like it will never heal up again. I'm sorry that your friend/family passed away, and i'm sorry that the only person in the world that can help you through this loss would have been the person that you lost. I'm sorry that your financial situation is a little tight, and i'm sorry that wallet always feels so light. I'm sorry that the world hurts so much so often, and i'm sorry I can't be there to help you through this.
You may not believe in a God, and you may not even believe in Karma, and that's okay. But know this: I will think about you, and I will wish for better days to come to you. No matter what your beliefs are, just know that tonight, you will not be alone. I will be thinking of you constantly. And know that I love you, and please feel better soon, the world just doesn't feel the same without a happy you.
