Ever day it gets a little bit better,
To wake up every morning,
to say im getting a little bit stronger..
I seem to get a little bit more losted
Lost in thought of the future,
lost inside of the thought of how little i meant to you
Every now and then,
I think back to our past,
I think back to the years of fighting,
The countless hours of talking,
the times i could say "I love you"
The moments you said i was important to you
It's like nothing was ever there,
like every word
every plan we made
that everything we thought out,
was just a fantasy of mine....
I wonder what it would be like,
if i actually got to see you as often as i wanted..
to hold you and be held by you....
Its all a wasted memory now...
Will i ever get over it?