I am so confused. I keep thinking I hate you. Hate you for not trying to reconcile, when I have tried so many times. I just want to be friends again. Is that too much? Because, deep down, or maybe not so deep, I still..love you. Can't you see? That this is killing me. This silence between us. Why won't you just respond? A simple "Goodbye" or even "I hate you now. Don't talk to me again" would suffice. I'd at least be able to move on. I will move on, as long as you say something. Until then, I will be confused. This battle in me will continue, the battle of my feelings for you.