"they didn't beat me aamya, they just....i cant stop seeing them. surrounding me, the smell...oh god the smell aamya, and the disgrace its all over me ... inside me i feel so helpless" I look at my goo covered fur
*I sit beside Kai* "I can;t say that I know or understand because I don't. They are gone now. Whoever hurt you is not coming back. Besides, you are surrounded by people that will love and protect you..." *sighs* "Fur and I will always protect. Sure we may have been short rescuing you, but next time you will be okay. I promise."
"you could'nt have done anything but thank you...its wierd you hear about stuff like this and you never think it will happen to you. I dont like the word rape though it feels too nice a word for something so horrible" *I pick up 4 of the pills and chug them down with the vodka*
(ill be back in a bit my character can be controlled by fur while im away im basically just properly chilled out now cause of the pills and dont want to talk about whats happened im just gonna sit there at the table for a while)