April 21, 2012 12:45:02 PM EDT
i lay on the roof looking up at the sky. the stars. the moon. all the visible cosmos & wonder why. why this virus came to be. i heard that the government made it to keep the population in check. then it got out of control. in a week most of america was infected. in 2 weeks the whole western hemisphere had been contaminated. by the end of week 3 the whole world had been exposed to the virus. the government tried to make a cure, but the virus kept evolving. here we are a month later. hard to believe 5 weeks ago my biggest problem was getting over writers block. this chaos, this havoc, this parasitic viral infection has killed everyone i loved. or done worse. there's nothing more terrible than killing your wife of 1 month, even if she's no longer who you fell in love with. the sky blurs as i think about her.