message to the people reading this, the ones I try so hard to stay close too, you know who you are, I'm done, I'm done trying to care I'm done trying to help you. I can only do so much, I can barely type, I have problems too, alot of them, and I barely tell anyone because I know they have problems too, not as bad as mine, but feel like the hurt just as much. my condition is bad, how bad? doctors dont know what I have, obviously you guys knew that, when its at its worse, it spreads to other parts of my body and causes bad shakes, my feet and hands sometimes go numb when its bad. you think your drama with your boyfriend/girlfriend/brother/thorn in your paw, get off your high horse, be happy you at least know what your problem is, and it will fade with time, thank god for that.
for the ones who ignore me when I comment, I'm not going to comment anymore, if my friendship was worth anything, you would have tried to talk with me, I never asked you to fix me of my problems. and I was even willing to help you with yours, but when you ignore me, its a spike in my heart as bad as heartbreak.
for now, I'm done talking, for a while at least. I can only be shunned for so long by people I cared so much about before I crack
Silvonas Ari Darshee
My Room mate started yelling at me about a universal remote not working because become deprogramed. I told him to just look up the codes and he told me I can do it. I told him it wasn’t my problem and he can do it. He then proceeded to tell me “Fix it.” I said no again and he replied, “How would like the remote in your face.” Needless to say I freaked out and started panicing. I ran and hide in the other room mate's room while he talked with Steve and called my mom crying. She told me that if he threatens me again to call the police even if it is just with a pillow. Thursday can not get here soon enough. I need to leave like now.