Posted March 17, 2013
Would still react this way? do you still care? "K....Kevin? ...............please say something..." "Kevin please answer me" ".......kevin?" "Please dear god answer me" i couldnt do it "*drops to my knees and breaks down in tears* you scared me...
Posted March 15, 2013
i decided that i would call you and tell you how much i love you. that, even with all the stuff we've been through, i dont just love you, im IN love with you. and that if anything bad were to happen to you i would instantly die on the inside
Posted February 3, 2013
It has been one week today. One week but it felt like much longer. I have been a rollercoaster of emotion in just the first few days. Acceptance in the events and a delusion that I was doing the right thing, then into despair and depression, regret for my actions, then to anger when I realize how un...
Posted January 25, 2013
Purify The fires of hell. Flames of change. Burn in my belly. I pray. Make me strong. Make me bold. Singe away the weakness. Dry the misguided tears of the child. Teach me. Fix me. Kill away the pain. Make me invincible. Hard. A stone wall. Kill the child inside. He never matter...
Posted December 6, 2012
Hopeless Jump with joy. Kisses sweet. but only for a while. The truth is here. Why is it dark? Crushes all Smashes me spits in the face of all I held close My fault All my fault I called it here hopless now Why am I dark? Monster must die.